Chapter Twelve

*Well I guess-- Whoa!* I said as I felt the bus moving and I fell back on the couch.

*I guess you're stuck.* Brian said looking over at me and I just gave him this look like no way! He laughed and then I stood up and walked to the front of the bus.
*Uh, is there any way you can stop the bus so I can get on my own?* I asked their driver and he just shook his head no. I heard AJ and Howie laughing at me and I turned around. *I'm gonna kill you.* I said to AJ.
*Ooh, I'm scared.* AJ said sarcastically and then I walked towards him. He got up to run but I jumped on his back and he dragged me into his bunk closing the curtain as I lay on top of him.
*What are you doing?* I asked him smiling.
*This.* He said and leaned in and kissed me. I kissed back as he pushed me over so he could lie on top of me and he kept kissing me. I could feel his erection pushing against me as he spread my legs with his knee and grinded his dick in between my legs.
*Oh god.* I whispered smiling and he kept doing it as he kissed me over and over again.
*Mmm, I want you.* He whispered and I smiled.
*Sorry, not on a bus and certainly not with 3 other people on the bus.* I said and he looked sad and stopped rubbing against me. *No don't stop.* I begged and he laughed at me as he continued what he was doing, kissing me again.
*Ooooww.* He said as he hit his head on the top and we both laughed so hard that he fell on top of me. He rolled over and we just laid there and finally fell asleep. Everyone slept a lot because there was nothing else to do on a small bus like that.

*What is your problem?* I heard someone say as I opened my eyes and realized I was still in AJ's bunk. *Listen you know I love you but... it's over. I can't be with you for the rest of my life, it's just not what I want.* He said and after a couple seconds I heard the phone being hung up. I carefully got up so I wouldn't wake AJ up and walked into the kitchen.
*Hey...* I said as I saw Brian sitting down with his head in his hands. *Are you okay?* I asked as I rubbed his back. He looked up at me and I could see tears in his eyes. *I heard you on the phone.* I added sitting next to him with my hand still on his back.
*Yeah... she's not too happy.* Brian said sighing. *I feel really bad but I mean marriages are supposed to be about love right?* He asked looking at me and I nodded. *And I just don't feel like I want to spend the rest of my life with her.* He finished and I just sighed not knowing what to say. *I want to spend it with you.* He added barely audible and I looked at him.
*Brian,*
*Don't worry. I know that's not what you want but it's what I want.* He said looking at me. He leaned in to kiss me and I pulled away, standing up.
*Look Brian, I don't mean to sound rude, but you can't keep kissing me like that. I think what me and AJ have might be special and I know it's too early to determine but... I jus't cant kiss you.* I explained putting my hands on his shoulders as he pulled me closer to him in between his legs. He put his head on my stomach and I just played with his hair, not knowing what to say. I mean I still liked him but technically AJ and me were a couple now and I couldn't kiss Brian.
*It'll be okay.* I said as I pulled him up to hug him. We stood in that hug for a few minutes and then I told him it was late and he better try to get some sleep.
*I'll see you in the morning.* I told him quietly and then I walked back to AJ's bunk.
*I missed you.* He whispered when I laid down next to him.
*I didn't know you were awake.* I told him, turning around to face him. *God, you're so cute.* I said and kissed his lips softly. He groaned and pulled me close to his body kissing me again and I giggled a little bit. Then we both fell asleep again. I was getting ready to leave the tour; this would be my last week with everyone.
*Surprise!* I heard everyone yell as they jumped on to my bus. I walked to the front and I smiled at them all.
*What are you guys doing?* I asked them as AJ walked up to me and kissed me softly.
*Hi,* He said as he put his arms around me. *We want to take you out to breakfast.* I looked at him and then down my body. *Yeah, so you should take a shower and change.* He whispered as he pinched my ass.
*Whoa!* I jumped up as he did it and he laughed. *Alright, where should I meet you guys?* I asked them.
*Come up to the hotel, room 807.* AJ whispered in my ear and I couldn't help but feel Brian's gaze on him and me.
*Alright, bye.* I waved as they just stood there. *Yeah, I have to take a shower.* I said as I waited for them to go.
*Alright everyone out! We have to take a shower here!* AJ yelled as he shooed them off of the bus. I looked at him with a look that was saying we???
*We?* I asked out loud and he smiled.
*Uh huh.* He said grinning and walked up to me, leaning in to kiss me.
*Yuck, you don't want to kiss me.* I said pushing him off and he whined, giving me his puppy face. *I'm serious,* I said laughing. *I haven't brushed my teeth yet.* I said as I turned around and walked into the back room, sliding the door shut in his face.
*Baby!!* He begged, stomping his foot.
*Chill out, I'll meet you in your room.* I said and then I heard him walk out. After my shower I walked up to the hotel with no jacket on and I didn't realize how cold it was outside. *Hey,* I said opening the door because he had left it unlocked.
*You're cold.* AJ said as he took my fingers in his hands.
*Yeah, it's cold outside.* I said smiling up at him. He held me in his arms for a minute and then pulled back a little bit. He gently ran his hand through my hair and kissed me softly. *You're so sweet.* I said as he pulled back from the kiss.
*You taste sweet.* AJ whispered as he licked my neck. I moaned quietly and then I felt his hand move up to my breasts.
*AJ AJ...* I said pushing myself out of his hands and back against the door. *We have to meet all the guys downstairs.* I said. *We shouldn't get carried away.*
*But but but--.* AJ said smiling at me and I laughed at him. He kissed me, pulling me close to his body, and grabbed my ass, pulling me even closer.
*Ooh, someone's overly excited.* I said as I felt his erection in between my legs. *Okay let's go.* I said quickly and left him standing there. I laughed at him and told him to follow me as we walked to the elevator. After we all had breakfast together AJ was going shopping and wanted me to come but I told him I just wanted to stay at the hotel and hang out. So he went with Nick and Howie. I walked up to AJ's room and laid down on the bed. I figured I would just lie there all day until someone knocked on my door. I groaned as I got up to get it.
*Oh, hey Brian.* I said as he appeared in front of me. *Come in.* I said and he walked past me.
*I just wanted to know if you wanted any company? Nikki and Kevin are at it in their room and I can't take it anymore.* Brian said and I laughed.
*She's a little skank.* I said and Brian chuckled. *Well I'll keep you company if you want to stay here, cause I don't feel like going anywhere.* I explained sitting on the couch.
*We could go rent a movie.* Brian suggested.