AJ
*Oh AJ...* A girl moaned as AJ kissed her neck. He had hooked up with a girl at this party he had just been at. He wasn't even thinking about Amanda all he wanted to do was get her off of his mind and he thought the only way he could do that was by being with someone else. As she flipped him over and took his shirt off, kissing his face, neck, and chest all he could think of was Amanda all of a sudden.
*No, get off me.* He told her as he sat up and put his shirt on.
*Why? What did I do?* She asked, looking worried.
*Nothing... I just changed my mind. Sorry.* He said walking out of the room at the party.
*Hey, where are you going dude!?* A friend yelled over the music but AJ didn't answer, he just walked out the front door and to his car. It was only about eleven and he knew that Amanda's dad wouldn't be home so he drove over to her house. He knocked on the door for a couple minutes even though he didn't see her car in the driveway.
*Hey what's up?* Marc asked, answering the door.
*Is Amanda home?* AJ asked not answering his question.
*Dude... even if she was here and wanted to talk to you, which is doubtful, I wouldn't let her. How could you do that her? After knowing everything she's been through. She tried to kill herself before, and you just go and fuck with her feelings like that... you better leave.* Marc said getting heated and ready to jump AJ for what he did to his sister.
*She tried to kill herself?!* AJ asked astonished. *She never told me...* He said more to himself then Marc. *Man I got scared... I've never felt the way I feel when I'm with your sister... Marc I don't know what to do. She'll never forgive me... I love her.* AJ explained still standing outside the door.
*Chill dude. She's not here anyway... she ran out after she had a fight with my dad so I don't even know if she'll be home tonight. But I'll tell her you stopped by.* Marc said, feeling a little more sympathetic but still pissed.
*Aight...* AJ said backing up and walking back to his car. He didn't know what to do. He decided that he couldn't wait... he wanted to find Amanda now. So he drove all around the town looking for her car anywhere but didn't see it until he drove to the end of a dark road. It was his last hope, to check the roads for her car. He thought it was her car but he wasn't sure so he parked his car and walked over to the unknown car. He saw Amanda asleep in it but all he could smell was gas and he started to get scared, thinking that she tried to kill herself again. He opened the door quickly and pulled her out, carrying her over to his car and putting her in the front seat.
*Mandy... wake up...* He said pushing her shoulders. He put his hands on the sides of her face and tried to get her to open her eyes and she did finally.
*What are you doing here?* She asked him.
*What are you doing here??* AJ asked more concerned for her.
*I got in a fight with my dad... AJ...* She said looking at him and he looked back at her. He was standing outside the car, with the door open. *How come you don't love me?* She asked all of sudden starting to cry. *What did I do? You just ignored me in school and... I couldnt talk to you...*
*No no, baby, I do love you. I do...* He said trying to calm her down.
*Then why did you want to hurt me?* She asked him, looking into his eyes but he couldn't look at her. He didn't know why he wanted to hurt her... all he was thinking about was himself, he never stopped to think about Amanda.
*I'm sorry... I just got scared...* He said. *Let me take you home alright?* He asked. He could tell she was dazed from the gas.
*No!* She yelled grabbing his shirt as he tried to walk away. *I can't go home... I hate my dad.* She said closing her eyes as new tears started to stream down her face.
*Okay okay, calm down.* He told her soothingly as he moved the stray hair from her face. *Don't worry... Im here.* He said as she put her arms around him. She held him for a few minutes and then AJ drove them both back to his house, taking the keys out of Amanda's car. *Come on...* He said picking her up and brought her through his front door and up to his room. He explained to his mom that she had had a fight with her dad and couldn't go home and his mother didn't argue. They laid on his bed together for a long time, neither of them sleeping or talking, just laying together. AJ gave her some aspirin for her headache.
*Mandy did you-- I mean-- were you trying to kill yourself?* AJ asked finally.
*What?* She said looking surprised at his question as she turned to face him. *Why would you ask that?* She said and he stared into her eyes.
*Well your brother told me that you had done it before... and well I was afraid that it was my fault that you were doing it this time...* He told her, holding her hand.
*No AJ I'm not crazy... I wouldn't try to kill myself over a guy, no matter how much I loved him. But yeah I have done it before... it was right after my mom died but you don't understand. No one does.* She said and he looked at her and pulled her to him.
*Make me understand.* He whispered.
*We fought... we had a fight right before she died and, it just... it was the worst feeling I've ever felt in my life and I didn't want it anymore,* She said crying so hard that she had to stop in mid sentence. *I didn't even get to tell her that I loved her.* She said burying her face in his shirt. *And more than anything I just wanted to be with her again and then I moved here and found you and I thought that everything would be okay because I felt something for you...* She said looking into his eyes.
*And then I left you... and I used you. Oh my god, I'm so sorry I did that to you... I wasn't thinking...* He said disappointed in himself. *But I'm sorry! I really am... I regret it, it's just I've never felt this way before and I'm scared I was thinking that this was it, and I wasn't ready yet but I am now. I want to be with you more than anything and I hope you can forgive me for being a dick.* He told her and she laughed a little.
*I can forgive you for being one, I cant forgive you for having one.* She told him. She felt better now that she had let her feelings out to someone and now that she had AJ back in her life. They kissed softly and then deeper and AJ climbed on top of her.
*I love you.* He whispered against her lips and she smiled.
*I love you too,* She said and AJ gently wiped a tear off her cheek and kissed her again. He took her shirt off and bra and smiled to her before leaning down and gently kissing her nipples. She ran her fingers through his short hair and moaned softly, knowing that his mother was downstairs. He kissed all over her belly and breasts and then she took his shirt off for him and kissed his lips, pulling his face back up to hers. They both tried to unbutton each others pants at the same time and were successful and laughed at each other. AJ pulled Amanda's jeans down and then Amanda pushed AJ's pants off and he kicked them the rest of the way off with his boxers.
*Amanda I love you and I'm gonna make love to you and I'm never going to leave you again.* AJ promised her as he entered her and she moaned in reply, not being able to hold it in.
*I love you too...* She whispered as he moved inside her, faster and harder. He was gentle but hard at the same time. AJ kept his face above hers the whole time, wanting to watch her expressions. He kissed her every once in a while and she kissed back, whispering that she loved him. They both came together and got dressed incase his mother came upstairs and then got under the blankets and fell asleep together.