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True Love
Chapter Six
A Week Later
*Baby I have to go away for the weekend...* AJ said as he walked out of the kitchen and I looked at him from the couch.
*Why?* I asked pouting and he came and stood me up, putting his arms around me from behind and resting his head on my shoulder.
*Me and my friends have this thing... you know that band I was telling you about?* He asked and I looked at him vaguely. *The one I play the guitar in??*
*Oooh yeah! Sorry...* I said smiling and he kissed my neck.
*Anyway, we have this meeting up in New Hampshire with a guy from a record company or something and I have to be there.* He explained and I smiled because I was happy for him.
*Oh my god, that's awesome.* I said turning around and hugging him tightly. *I'm so happy for you.* I added as I kissed his lips and he smiled.
*You'll be alright for two days right?* He asked me and my smile faded.
*Yeah I guess, just lonely.* I told him.
*Well I really want you to stay here, I'd rather have you be here where I know you are then at a friend's house or something okay? Please?* AJ asked as he kissed my lips softly once in a while. I nodded my head yes, smiling as we walked upstairs. We stood in his room kissing heatedly. I felt things I'd never felt before, especially not with Ryan and something controlling me and before I knew it we were on the bed.
*Mmm AJ...* I moaned against his lips.
*Alright,* He said kissing me. *I'm stopping.* He added as he kissed me once and then stopped, still hovering over my body.
*No,* I said smiling. *I was just going to say that I'm ready.* I added as I pulled him back down on top of me, kissing him hard.
*You sure?* He asked as he kissed my neck and I moaned in reply.
*I love you.* I whispered and he smiled as he looked at my eyes.
*I love you too baby...* AJ replied as he took my shirt off and kissed my soft warm skin. We continued to kiss and undress each other and then we got under the blankets. AJ started kissing down my neck, chest, and belly, and then kissed my thighs, working his way to where I wanted his lips the most. He started kissing and licking me and I moaned, running my fingers through his spiked hair.
*Oh god...* I moaned and then shut my mouth, surprised at what I said. I wasn't used to this... no one had ever made me feel the way AJ was. After a while he kissed his way back up to my breasts and then my lips and then he reached over to the table next to us. He took a condom out of his wallet and slipped it on and positioned himself over me.
*Baby...* AJ said as he kissed my lips hard and started to enter me. He heard me whimpering but kept kissing me, knowing that I would come around. *I love you.* He reassured me and I smiled at him. He started thrusting in and out of me slowly and continued to kiss me.
*AJ oh my god...* I whispered as I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. This was an experience that I would never forget and that I was happy to have with the man I loved. It was like the first time I had sex, a whole different feeling then with Ryan.
*You feel so good.* AJ whispered back in my ear and he kissed my ears and face. He quickened his pace and I started moaning louder along with him.
*Don't stop...* I moaned against his shoulder, trying to pull myself closer to him, if it was possible. We both started to lose control as AJ went as fast as he could, trying to be gentle and hard at the same time. He could feel me starting to climax and told me to wait, that he wanted to cum with me.
*Okay baby... now now...* AJ said as he buried his face in my neck and thrust himself as deep as he could as he came and I came with him. He collapsed on top of me as we both tried to catch our breath. We laid together in the bed, him tracing my arm with one slender finger and me playing with his goatee.
*That's not how I thought it would be.* I confessed and he smiled. *It was so... so different.* I said trying to think of the right word.
*But you have thought about it?* AJ asked with a smirk and I smiled and nodded yes.
I leaned up and kissed him. *I love you so much.* I whispered against his lips and he smiled as he rolled over so he was up against me and he wrapped his arms around me.
*I love you more.* He replied.
Friday
*Alright, I'm ready.* AJ said as he walked down the stairs with his bags and dropped them on the floor in front of the door. *Are you sure you're gonna be okay?* He asked putting his hands on my arms.
*Yeah I'm just gonna miss you.* I said hugging him tight.
*I won't go if you don't want me to.*
*Oh my god, AJ go!* I said and he laughed. *This is so good for you, good luck.* I added as we walked to the door.
*Okay, I love you and I'll miss you and I'll call.* He told me as he put his hands on my face and kissed me lovingly.
*I love you too. Don't worry.* I reassured him and he smiled and then picked up his bags and walked out the door and to his car.
After AJ left I wasn't really sure what to do with myself. I had been with him ever since he nursed me back to health and now he was gone, and for 3 days! I looked over to the table and saw the keys to AJ's Mercedes that he had left incase I needed to go out and I smiled. I went upstairs, changed into some tight dark jeans and a dark blue tight t-shirt and then I walked back downstairs and over to the table.
~He said he didn't want me to go out but I can't stay here.~ I said pondering the situation to myself and finally I picked up the keys and walked outside to the car. I drove to the mall and luckily I bumped into Melanie who was shopping with some of the girls I had met at the wedding. We walked around and talked, they hadn't seen me since the wedding.
*So how's Ryan?* She asked smiling and I looked at her.
*We broke up, a while ago.* I told her smiling and she smiled back.
*We all know he was a loser.* She whispered and we giggled. After shopping the girls were walking me out to my car because Melanie was telling me a story. *Whoa... that's AJ's car.* She said grinning and I laughed.
*Yeah, it is. It's beautiful.* I told her and she agreed.
*But why do you have it?* Melanie asked, still grinning. *I saw you guys at the wedding. You're seeing each other!!* She yelled happily and we all laughed at her.
*Yep.* I said shyly as I tucked a piece of my hair behind my ear.
*Ahh! That's awesome.* She said hugging me and I hugged her back. *Okay, well now that I have the number I'll keep in touch with you, maybe we can do something this weekend.* She said and I said that was a good idea and then we all said goodbye and they walked away. I got into the car and turned up the radio as I started to drive towards the house. I was smiling to myself as I went to unlock the door but saw that it already was unlocked. ~I must've forgotten to lock it.~ I said to myself and paid no attention to it as I turned the knob and put the keys and my jacket on the table, turning on the light.
*Oh my god!* I jumped as I saw Ryan on the couch and I clutched my heart. *What the hell are you doing here? And how did you get in here??* I asked as I shut the door behind me but stayed up against it.
*You left it unlocked, that wasn't too smart huh?* Ryan said as I he stood up and started to walk over to me. *I hear AJ's gone?* Ryan said and I looked at him with a frightened expression.
*No he's not... he's gonna be back any minute.* I lied but Ryan only laughed, knowing that I was lying.
*Baby you look so much more beautiful then you used to... what's up?* Ryan asked as he put his hands under my shirt on my sides and looked me over.
*I'm happy.* I said simply.
*You weren't happy with me?* Ryan asked sadly but I knew it was just a joke.
*What are you doing Ryan? Did you just come to torture me or what?* I asked him, getting fed up with him. I wasn't afraid to stand up to him anymore. He slapped me across the face hard and grabbed my arms.
*I don't like this new you... before you used to do whatever I said and you never had an attitude.* He explained and I looked at him.
*That was before... I was stupid but I'm not anymore and I'm not afraid of you.* I said but I could feel my face stinging and I would have brought my hand to my cheek except he was holding my arms. He leaned down and kissed me hard and right away I could smell the alcohol on his breath. *Get off!* I mumbled against his mouth and he backed away, smiling at me. *You can beat me or whatever but please dont kiss me...* I said and he smacked me again, twice. When he took his hand away from my arm to smack me I tried pushing on his chest and then I kneed him in the balls and started to run for the stairs when he fell over. I didn't know where to go there was no way out from upstairs so I quickly changed my direction and headed for the back door, but before I got there Ryan already had his arms around me.
*Get off me!!* I started screaming and Ryan yelled, covering my mouth.
*Don't fuckin scream.* He demanded but I kept trying although his hand was muffling the sound. I was kicking my legs up in the air, trying to get him to let go but he wouldn't. Ryan started to drag me back out into the living room and then he threw me on the couch but I just tried to get up. Before I could Ryan sat on my waist, holding my hands.
*Ryan I hate you.* I said staring him in the eyes and he laughed.
*I don't like you much either.* He replied as he bent his head down and started to kiss my neck. I was squirming but there wasn't much else I could do, he was a lot stronger then me. He moved his mouth down to my waist and moved my shirt up with his nose because his hands were holding mine. He started to kiss my belly and belly button and then all of a sudden I felt his teeth digging into my side and I screamed and right away the tears started coming.
*God, FUCK you!* I yelled through my tears and I tried looking down but all I could see was blood that was dripping onto the couch. He started hitting my face over and over and then held both of my arms in both his hands and squeezed them as hard as he could, making me feel like I was going to pop. *Stop!!* I begged finally, I couldn't take anymore.
*You know I have a question... how come you never went to the police?* He asked as I tried to look at him through my tears but everything looked blurry and the next thing I knew all I saw was black.
When I woke up I didnt remember was had happened or where I was until I felt the pain on my face and my side. I tried to bring my hands from behind my back but realized they were tied and so were my feet. I started to panic and realized I was in the basement sitting on a chair.
*RYAN!!!* I yelled as loud as I could and then started crying again when I saw him at the doorway. *What are you doing?* I asked him, looking at him desperately.
*I hate you... I want to hurt you...* He told me as he walked closer. He had something behind his back and when he brought his hands in front of him I gasped. It was a metal crow bar and before I could say anything or even comprehend what he was going to do he brought it down hard on my thigh. I screamed louder then I ever though I was capable of and started rocking the chair. I couldn't believe how much pain that had inflicted on me. As he raised his hand above his head to strike me again I stopped him.
*NO Ryan!! Please I'll do anything you want... don't hit me...* I begged frantically and he smiled and lowered his hand.
*That's better but guess what?* He asked and I started to cry again. *I don't want anything from you but to see you hurt then I'll be happy.* Ryan added and I looked at him seriously. *Actually I want to give you a tattoo.* He said and I looked shocked. I knew he had done it before, but he wasnt that good and I certainly didnt trust him.
*No...* I said but then he warned me but raising his hand and I flinched and agreed. He left the room and came back without the crow bar, which made me sigh. He put a chair in front of me and a little table with a bag on it.
*We gotta get rid of this.* He said as he put his fingers at the top of my shirt. He started to rip it right down the middle until my whole upper body was exposed and the shirt was hanging on my arms. *Right here...* He said as he swabbed my skin right next to my belly button, but a little lower. *Move out...* He said pulling my legs and I flinched from when he hit me as I slid out so my stomach was straight and flat.
*Do we have to do this?* I asked and he didn't answer but took out everything he needed, including the needle. Normally, needles didnt scare me but right now I was afraid of anything Ryan had in his possession. He started the needle and then I felt the pricking in my stomach. I closed my eyes tight for a while but I got used to it.
*This is gonna take a while.* He said after a little while of silence and then I looked down at my side finally.
There was dried blood all around his teeth marks and practically my whole side was black, blue, and yellow. *Okay, that's enough for now... I'll finish it later.* He told me as he stood up and I looked down at it. All it looked like was an outline of some figure that I couldn't clearly see. He left and once he left I started trying to get the ropes off of my wrists. While he had been doing that I had been rubbing the rope against the back of the chair and I could feel it weakening. It finally came undone and I sighed and rubbed my wrists and then I untied my ankles. I got up but fell back down from the pain in my leg I knew I had to keep trying to so I started to get up again and limped my way to the door.
*What the fuck are you doing?* Ryan asked and I broke down in tears, realizing that I had lost. I knew now that he would probably try and kill me. He ran over to me as I screamed in pain and threw me down on the floor. He started kicking my sides and my legs until I curled up into a ball and he couldn't anymore. He kneeled down on the floor next to me and started hitting my face it seemed that when he was hurting me he had a lot more strength and it scared me. He beat on me for at least 20 minutes until my face and my head were bleeding and I was crying to hard that I couldn't breathe, not mention he knocked the wind out of me at least two times. He got up and kicked me one last time.
*You're not worth it.* He said quietly as he walked back over to the chair and cleaned everything up. He went upstairs and I could hear him walking around but I couldn't move at all and that was the last time I saw him. I laid on the floor thinking of AJ until I couldn't even cry anymore.
*Hello?!* I heard a girl's voice from upstairs.
*Hey...* I said but my voice was all cracked. I started pulling myself along the wall to the door way and still tried to call back as they called to me.
*Hello?!?!?* They yelled.
*Help me!* I screamed out loud enough for someone to hear me because I heard them coming down the stairs.
*Holy shit... oh my god...* I saw Melanie as she looked at me and covered her mouth, totally surprised and scared. *Are you okay, are you okay?* She repeated as she knelt down beside me and I lay on my back, happy that she had finally come to help me, that anyone had come.
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